I was just talking to someone about this and it was a pretty big thing actually like a month ago, I wish I wrote this into this diary when it was still fresh but yeah, it was still fresh then lol.


Ok, so it was on a friday. We were at music class. The week before I wore a low pants, and it got a bit too low at a point and this really really dumb ignorant stupid asswhole of a guy started shouting in in the class and pointing and it was so embaressing. YOU CAN NOT IMAGINE. So that emberassed the crap out of me and he just kept on going for it for a week, everyday, every lesson, but I didn't want to tell anyone cos it was just so embaressing. He was annoying the whole school year and really mean and hostile towards me for some reason but yeah, I never really cared.

So back to friday, I was sitting in class, it was in music class and there was a group in front of the class singing. I was following a fly or something and I looked back and Perry was behind me, and he said something like 'look in front of you, whore' and I said 'I'll look wherever I want to, kabouter' and then he just kept on going calling me slut, bitch, fatty, ugly something, whatever came to mind and I just completely lost it and flipped and started yelling at him, screaming. And the singing stopped and everybody was just looking at me for a while screaming and shouting 'why? what did I do? why why why?' like a mad person and then everyone told me to shut up, including the teacher and at some point I did. And the teacher was so pissed off ...AT ME! While it was obvious I think Perry (the guy) did something to me that made me upset but ok. So the teacher screamed at me 'WE'RE NOT IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL, ARE WE CLASS!? BE SILENT!' and then he asked Perry what was going on and he said he just told me to pull my pants up, so everybody laughed and it was so humiliating because he was just ....urgh, trying to embaress me by saying that and the teacher grinned and said 'well she can't help it you look at her bottom' and it was just completely false and.....I wanted to say that but I couldn't because everyone just laughed and I heard people say things like 'she's such a drama queen' and I had such a lump in my throath and started crying really really loud, it was really bad. So then the bell rang like 3 seconds after that thank god and I just walked to the toilets and I was going to take the bus home after that altough we had another 3 lessons after that but I wasn't going to sit with them anymore, well I didn't want to, but then I saw my mentor, fuck. Who was my teacher for the next 2 lessons, English and Latin. So obviously had cried and he was really shocked and said 'what's going on?' and I just told him to walk on and started crying AGAIN cos it was just so fresh and all. So to make it short I told everything to my mentor, mentor went to Perry, Perry completely ignores me now which is fine with me


anywaysies some new piccies :)

I think I'm becoming a bit of a fan of Cate Blanchett! She's really beautiful and seems very down to earth. OMG and her VOICE! She has such a lovely voice, quite deep but very soft.






Gorgeous skin!



Yay! The beloved Kate Winslet with Cate Blanchett. I don't like Kate's make-up here! 

 


This is my rabbit Beau Lumiére Toulouse! He's HUGE but here he was just a baby and could still fit on a photo upclose! Comments are love, though I only have one friend.....SO FAR! 


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Yes, Jippie, YAY!, Muataya!


I don't have to go to the hospital! My grandfather works there and he'll stop by the eye doctor and show him the note my own doctor wrote. I'm still a bit nervous because it doesn't change anything ofcourse...it just feels better when you don't have to go to a hospital yourself and when you step in there, to feel the pain of the people in there, you know there are people dying in this hospital and where people are already dead. I just hate the feeling of hospitals because I very much pick up the feelings of the people in there. 

So my day is free, because my summer vacation starts TODAY! yay!


EDIT; lol! I'm such a drama queen! It's all going to be fine! I'll have to let my eyes be checked next week but that's all^_^.